1. |
Carbide Teeth
01:49
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time to be left in the dark
light may be comforting
broken is where we are
pulled from the earth, wrong season
planted in a garden
soil overburdened
honey tongue and
tears sweeter still
perennial death
love is will
love is will
love is will
love is will
love is will
Bled through it all
Veins guide you back home
I will always be
Sunflower yellow
You, jordy blue
lovers reversed
the sun and rain I stole from you
I dug this hole to plant myself
3 by 8, and 6 feet deep
won't you please, won't you sing to me
won't you, won't you, sing
(pluck her petals 'til only the stem remains)
he loves me, he loves me not
he loves me, he loves me not
he loves me, he loves me not
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2. |
All Blue
01:05
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I hate the way you love me so
strong enough to let me go
never could be strong enough
to let me grow
wrong season
buried
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3. |
Everything an Omen
02:48
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just hold me, you’re so lonely
bite your lip until you bleed
I wrote this just so you'd notice
now I realize that your bridge wasn't meant to last
should I hang myself now
or beg for answers to questions
that are ultimately fucking meaningless
once I hear the answer, another must follow
please just hold me, you’re so lonely
bite your lip until you bleed
I wrote this just so you'd notice
now I realize our bridge wasn't meant to last
is it even worth mentioning, that I'm drunk again
you've always known me better, than I've known myself
show me how your roots expose themselves so
pour into me, so I can water you too
I would die a thousand times
just for a chance
I would do everything over again
spread me, please grow
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4. |
Stigma
02:42
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I find sanctuary in this hole I dug for myself
won’t you hold me tight
cease my breath, snap my spine
drive your thumbs through my eyes
impale my ears
kiss me one last time
I find sanctuary in this hole
I dug for myself
you cried for me
and I had nothing to say
you bled for me
and I walked away
walked away
walked away
watch me drown please
I need you to see
that you were always
better than me
I find sanctuary in this hole
that I dug for myself
though this world is beautiful
I am nothing and always will be
nothing will keep me from leaving
so goodbye now and forever
suicide notes line my room
seems to be that’s all I write anymore
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5. |
45°
01:44
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another song that reminds me of you
another band I can’t listen to
I have had to mourn the loss of you
while you were lying in the other room
drunken walks at night so no one hears
so no one knows that I'm fucked up again
the less you see of me the better
your memories of me, the person I should've been
lying in bed to pass the time
the ceiling; my only landscape
life and death feel the same
my crying corpse is all that remains
I sleep all day
but my dreams are just me living
living a life happier than my own
somehow I smile for all of you
organ failure a repercussion
could this nap last forever
cocoon of blankets
my burial shroud
I sleep all day
I sleep all day
if you were here
would you lay next to me
would you press your body against mine
caress my corpse
like when I was alive
I'm wasting away
I'm sorry for bothering you
let me die
you're better off without me
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6. |
I Miss My Friends
02:59
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this is my cry for help
I can't go to anyone for help
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
I’ll just hurt you until I’m dead
(pluck her petals 'til only the stem remains)
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
loves me not
he loves me
not
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Patrick D. Hogan Fresno, California
The musical attempts of Patrick D. Hogan & co.
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