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You fed me all those little lines
And made me feel welcome
And made me feel good
Because you know I sabotage myself
And you know when I lose you it will be my fault
And you know I haven’t felt happy
And you know I’ve been sad and scared
And there’s no cure for what I am
But it’s not too late for you
I’m emotionally prepared
For the day the birds
Don’t come around anymore
But it won’t hurt any less
Because on that day
I will long for the sky
And the tops of the trees
And wish you were still here
To show me these things
Maybe sometime
Some years from now
You will see something funny
Or see someone else cry
And for an instant I will flash through your mind
Before you forget my name
And forget my face
And smile
knowing you don’t know anymore
Have you ever seen shadows in a dark room
Those creeping empty intrusive thoughts
That never fail to keep me up at night
Until I finally agree to go to sleep
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These are the words of a failure
A recluse sunk deep inside
Shed the skins of every past life
And watch their ashes float to the sky
Can you count the stars each night
Do you think they notice you
Will you feed off me like I feed off the sun
I haven’t felt this empty in a long time
And that pressure behind your eyes
When you know that nothing will be alright
For the rest of the day
For the rest of my life
These are the words of a failure
A recluse sunk deep inside
Overpaying rent for a liminal space
I am busy moving mountains while you are only moving goalposts
Visit me in my sleep
Visit my hospital bed
Visit my grave
An eagle eye
When trying to find
The value in others
But blinded when I look inward
Scar tissue too thick
And run the risk
Of reopening the wound
I rescued myself from in the first place
I’ve ground my teeth to a powder
Just to make a point
Can’t unclench
my jawhave
to bite the hand
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Mazakari - Class War
02:07
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Mazakari - Seams
01:17
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Mazakari - In My Head?
02:02
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Patrick D. Hogan Fresno, California
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