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another song that reminds me of you
another band I can’t listen to
I have had to mourn the loss of you
while you were lying in the other room
drunken walks at night so no one hears
so no one knows that I'm fucked up again
the less you see of me the better
your memories of me, the person I should've been
lying in bed to pass the time
the ceiling; my only landscape
life and death feel the same
my crying corpse is all that remains
I sleep all day
but my dreams are just me living
living a life happier than my own
somehow I smile for all of you
organ failure a repercussion
could this nap last forever
cocoon of blankets
my burial shroud
I sleep all day
I sleep all day
if you were here
would you lay next to me
would you press your body against mine
caress my corpse 
like when I was alive
I'm wasting away
I'm sorry for bothering you
let me die
you're better off without me

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from :​(​Grow!, released June 3, 2022

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Patrick D. Hogan Fresno, California

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