In brighter days than this, We were closer than this. We've forgotten the equation, so now we are a fraction of what we should be. The sun seems to always be setting now. Everything is orange and a darker version of itself. Everybody has that one. Whose face will never leave them. It floats among the memories. That you both created. Getting harder to see you now. I don't know what steps to take or in what direction. Don't forget. I loved you when. Don't forget. Remember when. I dropped my rusted bicycle into the weeds. To let it sink into the soil. Soon my roots will devour it all, And lift it atop my branches. I'll give everything I can to you, Until they read "Return to Sender." But, now that she's gone. And you've been up for three whole nights. Can you think of a better way out of this mess? That you both created. I won't dissolve but I can feel myself fall. I won't dissolve but I can feel the coming fall. My head feels empty. There's something wrong and I'm not okay. Remember when you would catch me every time I fell? Well, I'm falling. On the shore you walked from me. The sand less soft than it was before. Sticks to my clothes as I make tracks on the shore. Is this how I lose you? Can you even still feel? I know that you are still real. All dressed up for sex appeal. Don't ever leave me again. My world's empty without you in it. And if you can't forgive my sins. Then I'm better off dead. I wish for once that we could follow the rules of this madness. We set before ourselves because they only ever lead to sadness. And I know that my desires may sometimes bring out the worst of me. But if part of you still wants to see then please won’t you set her free. Just set her free. I start to follow vapor trails in the sky. Leading me to new possibilities. But you are on the planes that lead me far ahead, Past hills I can't scale. I dig tunnels with tooth and nails to get there, Until I break bone and find comfort in the grave that I dug for myself.