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The floor creaks under your feet Drowning out the silent roar Eyes gaze barely from a safe distance Rooms, floors, memories Shifting, sifting Empty bed Never slept Floor littered with words Walls littered with fears Ceiling caving in Crushing all I've said, accustomed to the dark Ceased my struggle Stopped the begging Forgotten freedom Gaping mouth Jaw unhinged This darkness swallows me whole I hear my mind dripping on the floor, This is unrelenting Tormented hearts, repeating Missing pieces, stolen Punisher; relentless, unmerciful You're trapped! Imprisoned Fouled the incantation I feel a creature living in The shadows beneath both my eyes Hiding in my darkened circles Blackening my sight and my mind Your demon looks so much like mine My demon looks so much like you Secrets found in a red velvet bag Will you ever see your friends again? No one could guess this is what life had in store, So unfair and cruel but this isn't life anymore Those you knew changed Growing outward, grasping and reaching Like vines, twisting around the trees, killing them, suffocating Murder Premeditated Resignation Withering Forgotten the use of friends Hydratation from the blood that forms in my mouth Bubbling sores Feast on the flesh that is presented Get out of my head Whose eyes are these that watch me? Never seen I know they are there. Patient and lingering. Passionate suffering No longer seeking a light to blind me The darkness has blinded me enough Stories plastered on the walls Dripping to the ground This building sinks lower in hell Taking shape based on your will It's alive because of her They died because of her The men are just puppets Pulled by their own unraveling seams Living an endless cycle Empty torment now I start to feel it the nightmares are just beginning Thick Calloused These scars make up my whole body A dead tree in the wind I have no more leaves to give I hoped to get used to these pains But that time has yet to come I doubt that it ever will This feeling of dread rises inside me Becomes my gravity and crushes me until I give in Secondary witness, experience death Find sympathy Agonizing thirst, fatigue, hunger Pretty little noose Inviting deathbed Be swallowed whole Welcomed with open arms, claws Vice grips in eternity of rot and decay Your new friends are here No more smiles, no more laughing Eyes staring infinite The company is full Hell is full Will you ever find your friends again? Your demon looks so much like mine My demon looks so much like you And now I start to feel it The nightmares are beginning

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from The Worst Of: Volumes I​-​V, released September 7, 2020

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Patrick D. Hogan Fresno, California

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